Random thoughts

Well those who are reading my blog, Don't mind this blog is in Hindi! I think that language is never a barrier to expressing thoughts so here it goes-

Hum sabhi kabhi na kabhi bohut bhari soch mein dhube rehte hai lekin kabhi us baat ke natije par nhi pahuchte. Mein jab bhi blog likhti hu mein hamesha kisi khayal mein dubi rehti hu ya akelapan mehasoos karti hu. Akelapan dur karne ke liye meine yeh blog likhna suru kiya tha.Haan sabhi yehi soch rahe honge ki personal diary bhi toh hai apne soch usme express karne ke liye. Lekin jab koi apki baat sunkar ya dekh kar ya par kar uspar relate kar paye toh bohot acha lagta hai.Mein unke nazro se apni baat share kar pa rahi hu asa mujhe lagta hai. Ek insaan roz subah utkar yahi sochta hai ki uska din atsha jaye ya phir kisi bhi tarah ka problem na ho.Kya din ka atsha hona ya bura hona apne haath par hai?kya apne destiny ka atsha ya bura hona apne haath par hai? Iska jawab kisike pass nhi, shayad mere pass bhi nhi. Har waqt ek hi chizz dimag mein chalta rehta hai kya mujhe kahi atshe college mein admission milega,kya mein apne family ke liye kuch kar paogi?Mein asi stage par hu jaha mujhe kuch samaj nhi aa raha,sab chizz uthal puthal hai,jaha mujhe lagta hai koi mujhe nhi samajta,kisi ek ko manane jao toh koi aur rooth jata hai. Mujhe har waqt akela akela mehsoos karti hu,har waqt akele rehene ki adat si ho gayi hai,koi apna sa nhi lagta. Kabhi mein gussa karti hu ya phir papa,maa ya phir bhaiya mujh par,ya phir mere sabse pyare dost mujh par.Lekin kisiko ko yeh nhi pata ki mein andar se mar rahi hu,khush nhi hu mein kisi baat par,atsha nhi lagta hai kuch bhi,kuch bhi karne jau toh bass problem ho jati hai.Sab log apne apne life mein busy hai aur kisi ka problem sunne ke liye bhi time nhi hai. Jaha sabko lagta hai koi apne ke saath behtkar usko batakar apna dil halka kar lene se sab thik ho jata hai,kya apko lagta hai kya ushe sab thik ho jayega?Woh insaan bass sun raha hai ya saalha deh raha hai lekin us insaan ko yeh nhi pata ki uski situation ki gehraii kitni hai. Mera yeh manna hai ki jabtak koi dusre ke situation par nhi experience karta ,ya uske saath bhi wahi same situation nhi hone se woh kabhi samaj hi nhi payenge!

Bass yahi Manke Jana hai ki agar koi apke atshe dost,bhai ya behen ya phir koi bhi insaan jo aap pechante ho aur apko lagta hai ki woh kisi soch mein dhube hai jo unhe taklif deh rahi hai,ya apko indirectly indicate kar rahe hai toh usne please baat kare aur ushe akela mehsoos na hone deh,jis stage mein guzar rahi woh koi aur nah mehsoos kare.Yahi meri dua hai! Kyuki asa jite ji log bure thoughts aur depression par chale jate hai,jisse hum nikal toh sakte hai lekin nikal jate hai toh tabhi bohot der ho suki 
hoti hai.

What I have written today is fully wholesomely my opinion and personal experiences, dealing with the issues may be different but somewhere who are going through this, is suffering and in pain. Salute to those who came out through this bravely and living life positively.😌😌

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  1. DhritishmanApril 10, 2023 at 4:41 AM

    Just read your blogs, actually i was a junior to u in menon. Really loved the ease with which u expressed your thoughts and I could strongly relate to what you have written. Loved it

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